T. Victor Edwards
Leadership in Practice: Deep Dives
Explore fundamental principles through three lenses: Character, Leadership, and Culture. Each deep dive offers actionable insights for modern leaders.
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The Moment That Can Change a Career
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Something happens. A difficult conversation, a missed deadline, someone challenging your authority, a decision you strongly disagree with.
And then comes the part that reveals something about your leadership:
What happens next?
We usually describe reactive leaders as people who lack emotional control. I think that misses what's really going on. The emotion itself is rarely the problem. The problem is what happens in the space between the trigger and the response. In a conference room, that space can be very small. Someone questions your judgment. Your proposal gets rejected. A colleague says something that catches you off guard. You feel the reaction right away, and the question is whether you act on it or give yourself enough room to choose what to do.
Reactive Leadership: When Habit Sets the Pace
Reactive leadership happens when a familiar response takes over before we've decided how we want to respond. The trigger might be criticism, disagreement, embarrassment, fear, or the sense that our authority is being challenged. The response can become almost automatic:
We become defensive.
We shut down.
We interrupt.
We raise our voice.
We try to regain control.
We say something we later wish we hadn't.
None of this means the leader lacks character. In that moment, habit is doing the leading. That's why telling leaders to “control their emotions” doesn't get very far. You can't stop the reaction from showing up. What you can do is learn to notice it before it turns into your response.
Responsive Leadership: Creating a Moment of Choice
Responsive leaders still feel things. They get frustrated, disappointed, surprised, and angry like everyone else. What they've learned to do is put a moment of choice, however brief, between what happened and what they do about it. They pause long enough to see what's actually going on, and then they ask:
What response will serve the situation best?
Sometimes that means speaking up. Sometimes it means listening. Sometimes it means challenging someone directly. And sometimes it means saying, “I need to think about that.” A responsive leader isn't trying to look calm for the sake of looking calm. They're deciding, on purpose, what the situation needs from them. Emotion still gets a voice. It just doesn't get the final vote.
The Character Test
We tend to think of character as the values we say we hold: integrity, courage, humility, accountability, respect. But those values are easiest to see when something puts them under pressure. It's easy to talk about respect when everyone agrees with you. It's harder to show it when someone challenges your authority in front of your team. It's easy to talk about humility when you're being praised. It's harder when someone points out, in front of others, that you were wrong.
Character shows up in the choices you make when something happens that you didn't want to happen.
Those choices may take only a few seconds. But those few seconds can shape how people experience you as a leader, and sometimes how they remember you.
The Conference Room Test
Careers are made in conference rooms. They're also shortened there. One bad decision rarely does it. More often, people were watching how someone handled the pressure when it arrived, and they drew their own conclusions. The leader who can create a moment of choice has an advantage. They won't always make the right call, but they're far less likely to let the moment make it for them.
Before your next difficult conversation, disagreement, or unexpected challenge, try asking yourself three questions:
What am I feeling?
What does this situation actually require from me?
What response will serve the situation best?
The first question helps you notice what's going on inside you. The second brings your attention back to the people in the room. By the time you reach the third, you have a real choice to make.
And sometimes that choice is the moment that changes a career
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Just Be Yourself
“Just be yourself.”
It's some of the most common advice we give leaders. It sounds simple, encouraging, and sensible. If you want to be an effective leader, be authentic. Don't pretend to be someone you're not.
But what happens when being yourself isn't enough?
A new employee may need clear direction and close guidance. An experienced colleague may need room to work through a problem independently. A crisis may require decisive action, while a complex organizational challenge may demand patience, questions, and careful listening.
The situation changes. Shouldn't your leadership change with it?
The challenge isn't simply to be yourself. It's to know yourself well enough to adapt your leadership without abandoning who you are.
That distinction matters because leaders can become so focused on what they believe leadership is supposed to look like that they lose sight of who they are—and what the situation actually requires.
I think about this distinction through two concepts: performative leadership and congruent leadership. Understanding the difference can change how we approach leadership development, relationships, and the decisions we make under pressure.
1. When Leadership Becomes a Performance
Throughout our careers, we develop ideas about what a leader should look like. Leaders are confident. They make decisions. They speak with authority. They inspire people. They take charge.
These expectations aren't necessarily wrong. Leadership sometimes requires every one of these behaviors.
The problem begins when we become more concerned with looking like a leader than with understanding who we are and what the situation requires.
I call this performative leadership.
Performative leaders ask themselves, “Who do I need to be in this room?”
Their behavior is influenced by the image of leadership they feel compelled to maintain. They may project confidence when they're uncertain because they fear appearing weak. They may dominate a conversation because they believe leaders must have the answers. Or they may avoid a difficult conversation because they want to be liked.
Consider a senior executive who believes that strong leaders never show uncertainty. When a major initiative begins to fail, the executive continues projecting confidence rather than acknowledging what isn't working. The team receives reassurance when it needs an honest assessment and a credible plan.
The executive may look confident. But the performance comes at a cost.
When leaders focus too heavily on others' expectations, they risk substituting appearance for judgment. Instead of asking, “What does this situation require of me?” they ask, “What must I do to look like the leader others expect?”
Over time, the performance can become so familiar that leaders no longer recognize it as a performance. They may genuinely believe they're acting authentically when they're actually responding to the pressure to fit an image.
2. Congruent Leadership: Adapt Without Abandoning Yourself
Congruent leaders approach the situation differently. They ask:
“How do I need to lead this situation while remaining true to who I am?”
Consider a leader working with a new employee who is struggling with an assignment. The employee may need clear direction, specific expectations, and regular feedback.
Later, that same leader works with an experienced team facing a complex problem. The better approach may be to ask questions, listen carefully, and give the team space to develop its own solution.
The leader's behavior changes because the situation calls for it.
That's not inconsistency. It's adaptability.
What remains constant is the leader's commitment to developing people, accepting responsibility, and doing what serves the team. The leader isn't changing principles to win approval. The leader is changing methods to achieve a better outcome.
Congruent leadership means aligning your behavior with your values while adapting your approach to the demands of the situation.
This distinction is important because authenticity is sometimes confused with consistency of behavior. But effective leadership doesn't mean acting the same way with everyone or responding identically to every challenge.
It means understanding what you stand for and using that understanding to decide how best to lead.
Congruent leaders don't abandon their judgment to fit the room. They use their judgment to determine how best to lead it.
3. The Difference Is What Drives the Behavior
Performative and congruent leadership can look remarkably similar from the outside. Both leaders may speak confidently, make tough decisions, or change their approach depending on the audience.
The difference lies in what drives those choices.
Consider three familiar leadership situations:
Speaking with authority. A performative leader may speak forcefully to appear strong. A congruent leader may speak firmly because the situation requires clarity, accountability, or a difficult decision.
Listening to others. A performative leader may stay quiet to avoid disapproval. A congruent leader may listen because understanding different perspectives will produce a better decision.
Changing course. A performative leader may reverse a position to gain approval. A congruent leader may change course because new evidence demonstrates that the original decision was wrong.
The behavior alone doesn't tell us the whole story. We need to understand the motivation, the context, and the pattern over time.
That makes self-awareness essential.
Without it, we can mistake a performance for authenticity. We may believe we're adapting to the situation when we're actually reacting to others' expectations. We may call ourselves decisive when we're afraid to appear uncertain, or call ourselves flexible when we're reluctant to challenge someone with greater authority.
The more clearly we understand our motivations, the better equipped we are to distinguish intentional leadership from behavior driven by the need for approval.
A useful question to ask yourself is: Am I choosing this behavior because it serves the situation, or because it protects the image I want others to see?
The answer can reveal more about your leadership than the behavior itself.
4. Character Is the Foundation
What allows a leader to adapt without losing themselves?
I believe the answer begins with character.
Character is the foundation underneath leadership behavior. It includes the values, convictions, and principles that shape how we make decisions, treat people, and respond when the pressure is on.
When leaders understand that foundation, they have a reference point for responding to different situations. They can be direct without being disrespectful, confident without pretending to know everything, and flexible without compromising what they believe is right.
Without that foundation, adaptability can become accommodation. Leaders may shift their behavior to satisfy others until they lose sight of what they stand for.
With it, adaptability becomes a strength. Leaders can change their methods while remaining grounded in their principles.
This is why leadership development cannot focus exclusively on observable behaviors. Teaching leaders how to communicate, make decisions, or manage conflict matters. But those skills are more powerful when leaders understand the values and motivations shaping how they use them.
Character shapes leadership. The way you lead expresses who you are, even as you continue to learn, grow, and adapt.
Isn't Being True to Yourself Sometimes an Excuse?
There is a legitimate concern here. Leaders can use the language of authenticity to justify inflexibility: “That's just who I am.” A leader who refuses to listen, adjust, or change a counterproductive behavior isn't necessarily being authentic. The leader may simply be unwilling to grow.
Congruence isn't a license to do whatever feels natural. Nor does it mean every personal preference should become a leadership principle.
It requires the opposite: enough self-awareness to recognize your habits, enough humility to question them, and enough discipline to change them when the situation demands it.
The distinction is between changing your behavior and compromising your values. You may need to become more patient, listen more carefully, or communicate differently. Those changes can make you a better leader without making you less yourself.
Authenticity doesn't eliminate the need to develop. It gives you a foundation from which to develop intentionally.
A Better Question to Ask Yourself
“Just be yourself” suggests authenticity is simply a matter of expressing who you are. Leadership asks more of us.
It requires us to understand ourselves well enough to adapt—and to do so without compromising the principles that guide us.
Before your next meeting, difficult conversation, or important decision, ask yourself:
What does this situation require of me as a leader?
What values must guide my response?
Am I adapting my approach, or performing the leader I think others expect?
These questions won't automatically provide the answer. But they can help you recognize the difference between adapting with intention and performing for approval.
Authenticity isn't about behaving the same way everywhere. It's about having enough self-awareness to change how you lead without losing who you are.
Perhaps the better advice isn't simply, “Just be yourself.”
Know yourself. Adapt your leadership. Don't abandon who you are.
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